haiz.. haven been blogging these few days.. have been busy this few days then also quite lazy to post.. haha.. well.. this week had happen alot of things..

i and him broke up le.. i have been pondering about it since.. i have been asking myself what is really love? he told me that love was u could sacrifice oneself for the person they love.. and i ask isn't there more? he said this was the simplest le... then i say ok.. but i still couldn't really know whether i love him anot.. cause i won't even know whether i would sacrifice myself for him.. i can't answer.. i dunno.. i also can't say i wouldn't.. i dunno.. haiz.. that time i was really stress out.. kind of broke down.. cried in front of the computer.. thought this few days.. ask myself wat is love.. then a found of few answers.. from comics from friends.. i know it is kind of lame to get an answer from a comic book.. =.= ok.. but the answer inside really is true ma.. haiz.. well wat i know about love is that love is wat he had said earlier on.. and also love is that u have deep feelings for him.. may feel shy or happy when u see the person.. also... ar... forget the rest le.. =.= sry.. haha.. i very forgetful de.. haiz.. thought for quite long.. i know that my presence would hurt him.. so i guess if i disappear it may be better for him ba.. haiz.. i cant be the girl for what he want me to be.. haiz.. tried but can't.. haiz.. i also cant bluff myself or him that i love him.. so i hope that he would forget me.. and live a better life.. and wish that he would find his own happiness...i guess this i all i can do for him ba.. all the best for u and good bye... hope that by the next time i see him.. u will living better.. and thanks for everything u have done for me.. i will remember in my heart.. my memories..

haiz.. well, i guess this is our ending and a new beginning for us...

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