Friday, January 5;
Feeling Stress and Tired
11:21 PM
Hey Hey Hey. well, sry couldn't update any post this few days. haha. well as u also know y. i cant go into the Internet. haha. lols
Well yesterday had a diagnose test. =.= composition. which i het but i choose the one entitle ' the advantages and disadvantages of owning of handphone'. it should had been a easy topic for me. but the problem is cause my brain now is like being block or something like thing. its like a total blank in my head. haiz. could only think a bit of points only. haha. but at least did 2 papers ^^. haha. then today ansar never come. haha. 1 free period. haha. well. had dance lesson yesterday. well, quite tiring today. haiz. dance a lot of times for the SYF but i keep having knots at my chou. haiz. i was using the old red chou. so it was quite hard. and i didn't had the strength to play with it. haha. well. overall to say yesterday was quite a tiring and stressful day. haha. well, i guess i hate the lifes of sec4!!! haiz.
Today is the sec1 orientation programme. haha. only 1 day so sian. haha. couldn't help out ='( so sad. haha. well i guess studies are more important ba. haha. well, ansar didn't come again. haha. so 3 free periods again. haha. heard more my friends that he didn't come to school because he found out he had to climb to 4th storey so he don't want to climb so high so didn't come. haha. u think izzit true? well, i do not know. haha. well maybe it is true. haha.
Also had math test today. haha. guess what? i scored full marks =D haha. 5/5 nice rite? haha. but then again.very sian. its like almost everyday going to have test le. mrs ng says that every new topic she teaches, the next say we would be having a test. haha. so today was my first math test of 2007. haha. cool and i scored full marks =) cool. hee. hoped all test can get like that of marks. haha. well. must study hard le. haha. next Monday having another test le.
T.T.. i wonder how am i going to managed this type of sec 4 life? haiz. but what can i do? i still have to face it. haha. so i guess have to accept this fate ba. haha. should i hope to faster be gone or be slower? if faster my pain and frustration would be over, but there would be a new one also i cant see my friends le. all going to new school. if slower i can see my friends, but i have to suffer it lots as it is slow. haha. lols? so what should i do? i guess just accept it. and i shut up. haha.
Hmm. wanted to check on my that junior haha. but didn't as i didn't had to time. haha. end up by the time i had eaten finished the bell has rung. haha. i thought that maybe after school then find my that junior. but end up didn't had the time too. so didn't find him. haha. haha. so after school i went to put my bag outside dance room as the room haven open. haha. then went to find qian yong. haha. follow mdm tan to take the make up kit. haha. then went down to the first floor to grap a bite. haha. had to run up and down so tiring. =.= haha.
Put on the make up and clothes. haha. well. almost scared tha ti did wrong with the chou. haha. which i did in the end. haha. the chou covered my face. so pei sai X( haiz. didn't had much energy. but end up managed to finished in the end. haha. lucky got enough 'qi' haha. =) haha. well, fina and the rest said it was quite nice. haha. and the cheers were quite loud too ^^. hee. well i guess it was worte it too. haha ^^. the cheers and the best thing to cheer me up after the 'bad' performances i had shown. XP haha. i guess so. haha.
After that we took pictures at the dance room. haha. that i have to infrared to qia yong again the let u guys see k? otherwise see from my friendster. i will tell u when it is updated. haha. the costumes is damn beautiful. haha. after taken pictures. we rushed down to the canteen to our booth. then we realise that out booth got nothing!!! only pictures that the juniors had last minute drawn. end up we were shouting " COME JOIN DANCE! " haha.
But later i and huiyu went up again to take the radio and bring it down. but there was a problem. there wasn't any pug near out booth! we spotted one but it was far away. end up u place it there and dance our mass dance. haha. well, and it was good =) we attracted a lot of attention. haha everyone stop to look at our performances. which means that it attract them rite? haha, well, at least it was a good thing that they stop by and took a look. but i was seating le. damn tired! haha. dance non-stop for about 30 mins. haha. well, very de tiring. haha.
After that it was time to clear. haha. but still couldn't find that junior of mine. haha. didn't had the time to go to their classroom as they had to go up to the hall. haha. well, it was fun though. haha. next year must do again =) haha. after that went up to the dance room. let them dance again the mass dance. haha. didn't dance as i was quite tired. haha. after that i and stella went down to help out in the programme. haha. but end up it was performing time le. so end up we had to urser people. haha. we just stay put and show them the way XP. haha, cause too tired le.
At about 6.30 we went off. haha. well lucky for us we didnt had to perform 2 times. haha. the dance international had to performance during the evening. haiz. must be very tired ba. haha. T.T but later i realise that we had to carry a lot of costumes back. haiz. about 7 or 8 pieces. haha. damn heavy. haha. while on our way back to cp. saw dar. haha. surprised me. haha. he message me that he was going out. but didn't saw where he was going. haha. End up is find me. haha. he help me carry the costumes. =) thx a lot ^^ it really lighten my load. haha. haha. miss him lots. haha.was feeling quite stress this year. haha cause of SYF, dance, 'N' level and 'O' level Chinese. haha. well, sooner or later i am so going to explode haha. well i dunno whether i am, but maybe ba. haha. at most is break down lor. haha. i did once before. haha.
After reach home. i realise that my parents was not at home. my mum had went to work and my dad haven come back. haha. so i had dinner alone. haha. watch tv till 8 the i went off for tuition. haha. after that saw lg they all having their math tuition. hmm. i thought their was on Thursday? haha. he told me it was on Monday and Friday. haha. well too bad it is on Friday. haha. otherwise maybe want to go join ba. i have 2 choices to choose from. one is the one shopping centre there or is at huang lao shi there her husband teach lar. haha. dunno neh. i may stress out if i have 3 tuition days. X( haha. dunno. still thinking. haha. well. today's tuition ok lar. but still quite sian as i was feeling quite tired. haha. well overall for toady is tired, tired and more tired, also stress, stress and more stress, but not to forget fun too ^^. haha.
Ok. i stop here. see whether can update tomorrow. just for information. i will be receiving my scholarship this Sunday and also having buffet at pa. haha. so i will be rushing here and there. haha. gtg le. my brother nagging le.
Cyas. Ta Ta.
~Dancing off~
-Xue-
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