haiz.. this few days had happen alot of things... haiz.. and its lots of problems...

now during this period of time i will be having my common test.. today had geography and english test.. and i was so sleepy while having that test.. hazi... Zzzz.. hope i can pass. haha..

haiz.. now i and my friends are undergoing a friendship problems i guess... haiz.. guess like wat qian yong said.. when u are too close to a friend u know too well about them.. so i guess u are too close to them then we kind of take them for granted.. for this case is not about taking granted or wat.. haiz.. now my friends are having problems about the word trust..

haiz.. i guess i write this 'poem' or whatever it is.. haiz..

i remember that i read something about friendship, i just thought of some 'poem' anyhow think one but it is something i want to expressed myself through this short paragraph:

Friends are like a tree
Trust, love and friendship
Are like the sunshine, water and oxygen
This are important facts to let this tree grow
Without them, the tree would slowly die..

It is the same as friends..
Friends must have trust, love and warm between each other..
They may have argue or fight within each other
But still they would remain as friends
As they have the trust and love for each other

But without trust, love and friendship within them
They would fall out in each other..

Just remember able to meet this friends
Is fate to be able to meet each other
And even be best of friends
Cherish the time that u have together
And dun let the trust, love and friendship be taken always over by silly things..

haha.. i guess u all guess wats going on ba.. haha.. haiz.. guess hope that this matter would rest.. haiz.. if she have bad impression i cant do anything rite? haiz.. i am wat i am.. if she have a bad impression i cant say anything rite? cause it is my attitude.. haiz.. if i really cherish this friendship but i know that if i wan to cherish i would have to change my attitude.. but the problem is i dun even know wat bad impression i have given her! haiz.. also dunno y she say that she was bad mouthing me.. haiz,, i dunno lar!! too much things to handle..i guess she also dun wan to tell me then i guess it is ok.. haiz.. just abit disappointed..cause she told a lied to me.. i told her that it might be a white lie but she has really given up her trust on her.. i ok de cause i am a forgive and forget person..

Ok maybe i am quite irritating sometimes.. haha.. i also dunno y this few days have been quite a sore eye to u guys ba.. haha.. haiz.. i also dunno wat i am doing now.. i am like a zombie like that.. just doing things that i am being told too.. i having a headache i dun wan to think.. haiz.. I GIVE UP!!! i having a split headaches and now i having lots of problems in my hands.. for my attitude i WILL change but in the meantime i just wan to settle my common test and my headaches!!! have been feeling quite sleepy this days.. haiz.. feeling stress le lar!!!

haiz.. hear that weida de parents broke up.. haiz.. i felt quite sorry for him.. no one would want to have their parents being broken up.. i guess he might hate his father of he having an affair.. haiz.. just hope he is ok.. he has not been coming to school for 3 days le.. haha.. he miss 1 day of common test and chinese test too.. haiz..

just hope that my common test would go on peaceful and this friendship problem would settle fast.. i dun want to lose any more friends.. haiz..

~haiz~

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