Thursday, April 5;
Thinking about it...
11:38 PM
Ya.. talking to qianyong sure can enlighten ones mood.. hmmm.. ya maybe having one close friend is one good thing.. one is able to share their problems with them.. That's what good friends are for isnt it?
Being thinking about what qianyong had said.. ya.. maybe she is rite.. we might have been misunderstanding her.. but as i had said earlier on.. each people have their own thinking..
When she does something, people might not think of the same way.. people may think that it is funny.. other may pity her.. people might just look in a disgust manner..
Its the same..
For us we are not in the first nor the second one.. u can say we fall in the third people who look at her in a manner that it is not funny nor it is pitiful.. To us, doing the same thing makes it so fake.. make us see it in disgust every time she does..
Even most of friends also think that way too.. all starting is like pity or whatever.. but the more she does the more the people would fall into the third category..
But she said that she does that to make the atmosphere better.. a funny atmosphere? whats with the gao qi fen? i m ok if the qi fen is bad.. but it is ok ma. so she doesn't have to act rite? i just hope that she means what she say about stopping on that again...
Haiz.. now then she has been dragged inside.. i wonder.. has this situation becomes worsen? i guess at first it could be solve.. but now.. i guess it is going to be hard.. haiz.. even explanation is to be done could this help? would this matter solve? this wound is getting deeper each day pass..
Sigh..
Ya.. i agreed that both parties are in fault as both never look at each other shoes.. but the only problem is how can they look at each other shoes when they dun even understand each other.. one might be thinking just for a good reason but the other might mistaken..
Ya people might say that it could be solve by sitting calmy and settle it.. but if one is too angry with the other.. it cant be settle calm.. i guess the more they talk the more it might becoming an argument..
but now..i feel that it has dragged too much people into this.. but could this be solve? would a calm talk would settle out the differences?
~sigh~
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