Friday, July 6;
8:41 PM
Finally.. 2 of my oral exams are finally over!!! first was my english 'N' level.. was pretty good.. but the passage said abit too fast so kind of mumble my way through.. X( but the conversation was good.. and the teachers were damn cool.. they were like smiling through.. so friendly.. :) also i know that both of the examiners are from punggol sec and monfort sec.. wahaha.. i ot the infro de.. heex.. ;) also it seems that everyone seems to be doing quite good for english oral.. haha..
Haiz.. but yesterday was my chinese 'O' level oral.. sigh.. both of the examiners were like from china.. and i guess i did quite badly.. haiz.. the passage.. i read very bad.. it was so terrible.. so many words i dunno how to read.. arw!! and one of the teachers was frowning!! and it was throughout the way thing!! so much pressure.. why cant they be like the english examiners.. more friendly abit.. then wont be so scared.. haiz.. i know i did badly for my passage but plz dun give me that face!! X( i was like so frighten when i saw the teacher's frowning!! but lucky the conversation i tried hard to talk as much as i can.. haiz.. plz plz.. hope i can pass.. haiz..
After the exam.. as i finished early.. i went down to the canteen to wait for min and ting.. uncertainty and worried swept to me.. i know that i wont do well this time... also hear from my classmates that they too found the oral was pretty hard too.. even thought it did not relief me.. it made me more worried and scared.. pressure was rising.. fear crept over to me.. tears were forming.. i tried to blow it away.. and it stop there.. then min and ting came down together..ting was also also frighten by the 'frowning' teacher.. she too was worried.. after chatting awhile.. i was agitated.. the fear had went above my head.. i couldn't stop it.. tears came flowing down.. i tried to laugh.. saying how silly of me to cry.. anyway its over.. just hope that i pass.. as long i pass i am fine.. at most i retest.. ther is one more try isnt it? i will do better..
Today i just found out that a few other friends of mine too had cried because of oral.. sigh.. hope they would do well too.. jia yu ba.. :)
For now i have to work more harder.. 'N' level prelim is less than 5 more weeks.. anyway couldnt say less than a month le.. have to study study.. now everytime come back home i would hit the books.. study here and there.. there isn't any time left.. and i am here saying this.. instead of studying :p but i guess i have to loosen out once in a while.. haha.. or else i would let the pressure come over me again..haha..
Today is huiyu's and min's turn for chinese oral.. hmmm.. seems like the conversation was abit harder.. sigh.. hope they did well..
♥Clear skies will mean you are happy.♥
♥Rain will mean you're crying.♥
♥Sunset means you are embarrassed.♥
♥Night will mean you are gently holding me♥
Pass my 'N' levels with high high results 
Pass my 'O levels with flying colours and go to poly